As we grow with the years, our thoughts, mindsets, belief’s, all change basis the environment we see. Our personality is more or less the outcome of our learnings and it consistently evolves. As I entered in my 30’s and after becoming a mama, I could see lot of changes in my thoughts, I wanted the world to be a better place to live in and yes for this I sought my own contribution and started my learnings from my child.
Though responsibilities, ambitions, must needed tag of “best mama” & “a great better half” run the minds frequently, but somewhere, … Continue Reading
“Sometimes the heart sees, what is invisible to the eyes” – Jackson Brown
It was again a dull day, similar to the old days when she heard her parents yelling & screaming. She saw her friends making mockery out of her, neighbours pointing and laughing all around. She just couldn’t hold on to the ugly forces running within. Did “Love” had no space in the hearts of these people? Highly confused & tortured, she ran out of her home.
She ran & ran until stumbling upon a rock, a huge rock besides a lovely stream passing by. So calm and … Continue Reading
Must Qualities to impart to a child!
The world is manipulative, I find a swarm of narcissists all the time I walk in my life! But despite that what is elemental to me are some close cooperative friends and family who have made living life, a beautiful phenomenon. Being optimistic & full of gratitude is what I learnt from my parents & somehow life prompted me to continue the same qualities and attitude till day. It fills up my life with happiness, boosts my energies, calms me down and helps me cherish this fascinating life.
Thinking of all this, I … Continue Reading
Let me live today, Allow me the love today;
Why your love has so much bias-ness,
When I have selfless love;
Why your heart sulks & smile frowns,
While I try to make some shimmer around;
Why do the logics demean,
While the hollow words are keen to win;
Why does my act of cordiality,
Rattles you uprightly;
Why do my questions brings tiff,
While their answers can be a bliss;
Why can’t you see a rainbow in me,
Instead of a dark night;
Why is my only passion,
Waiting to be curtailed soon;
You make me feel as an … Continue Reading
It was a lovely morning, full of radiance and I felt a fragrance in the aura! Didn’t know that a little kid was going to make me ponder over this life once again. A small kid prompted me to give a thought, a feeling which had hid in me due to the social outlook to believe in GOD, Join hands & Pray. A thought which once I completely ignored believing only in good deeds, wishing & doing something which bring smiles to others. Once again today, these thoughts were rekindled in my beating heart:). It’s nothing to do with the … Continue Reading
Heart was sinking..Bidding Goodbye
Moment of sudden pause! Train whistle blowing louder & louder. Someone waving from the coach & asking me to run & enter the train…my precious baby was smiling looking at me. But my heart began thumping & pounding…A heavy heart, deep in pain & with tears in eyes. I felt what if this train passed on like the roaring wind besides me & I would be here forever, forever within the concealment & heaven of “Mom n Dad. But the tome to bid them Goodbye had come.
No matter what others mean to me, but the … Continue Reading
Does Love happens religiously?
Syed & Gayatri didn’t mean to fall in love. But love happens when you least expect it. It creeps up suddenly. When someone needs attention, care, conversation, laughter and maybe even intimacy, Love ignites. Love doesn’t look at logic or at backgrounds and least of all, religion.
Gayatri was from a very conservative South Indian family that went to a temple every Saturday. Syed bought goats for his family every Eid. That said it all. Their paths would never have crossed if it hadn’t been for that fateful day. That day when he walked into the … Continue Reading